i miss...

basically i have lived in my new apartment for 3 weeks.
last monday, i went back to my old apartment to help my roomate move all her stuff to my new apartment...
gosh... i had that feeling again...
when we were cleaning up the old apartment, mopping the floor, cleaning the fridge,
and then i realized... i don't live there anymore...
took out my ciggarettes, and smoke in my old room, looking out the window...
it's sad!!!!
i realized i miss my old place... even though it's probably the shittiest place i've ever lived in my whole life.

well, i actually did that to all my apartments... the moment i took that last look before i closed the door...
and the walk that i took from my old place to the subway...
crushed my heart...

as much as i love my new apartment, i kinda miss the big city.
i can't complain about the peace and quiet... i love it...
actually what i miss is the fact that there will always be some kind of "open 24-hours" type of restaurant.
bodegas are open 24 hours in every 2 blocks.
cabs! you can always catch a cab...
now i have to call for car service...

but i love my room... i love my kitchen...
and i love my neighbor... (her name is hillary, she got 2 cats, and amazingly her cats love me!!!)

anyhoo...
that's my story.

-woof-